Tuesday, December 18, 2012

Sorority


   “Well, I think that’s the last of them,” her father said, slamming the trunk of his daughter’s ’98 Mustang GT.The first day of fall semester at Cal State University was tomorrow and Sam was just now moving into her sorority house. As they began their trip to the beginning of her new life, she couldn’t help but remember all the amazing memories of her senior year of high school. She was the top of her class, gorgeous, and the type to “bring home to mom and dad.” Everybody loved Sam then, everybody. She shuttered at her self; she hated letting her mind wander off like that, but she couldn’t help it. These memories seemed so long ago now that she was a sophomore at the university, but this was her first year at Cal State.
She waved as her parents pulled off, but did not shed a tear for she was used to this by now. Her parents adopted her when she was just a little girl due to the abandonment of her mother when she was just 3.
She began to think about what her new sisters would think of her. She hoped, prayed rather, that they would accept her with open arms and take to her unlike the previous college sorority. She walked up to the front of the large, white house and couldn’t happen but notice all the remains of a party that must have happened the previous night. She took a deep breath and with shaking hands, knocked on the door. A petite girl answered the door with a smile the size of her platinum blonde hair.
“Can I help you?” she asked, with a snooty tone to her whiny voice.
“Um, yeah, “ Sam began to stutter “I-I’m Sam. I transferred here for the year and since I was already a sister at my old college, they just let me-“
“Oh my gosh! I know exactly who you are!” she exclaimed. The tone in her voice was ambiguous to whether that was a good thing or not.
Hannah was the blonde’s name and she had no problem showing Sam around the house and introducing her to the other sisters. She led Sam to her room so she could settle in.
“Dinner is at 6. Everybody has their own night to cook unless we previously establish that it is a ‘fend-for-yourself dinner night,” Hannah explained.
“So what is tonight?” Sam asked.
Hannah chuckled, and then replied, “Well, Tracy is supposed to cook tonight so I would snack before you come downstairs.”
Sam ate dinner with the girls and chatted over the meal. Sam couldn’t help but get an eerie feeling from one girl in particular, Danielle. She felt as if the Barbie-like girl knew something about her. Something she didn’t want anyone to know.
It was Spring Break freshman year of college and Sam had been invited to go to the beach with her sorority sisters and a bunch of guys from the frat house down the road. Sam had dated one of the hottest Alpha Delta Pi and they would be celebrating their one year that week. She was so happy and everything was perfect. Or so she thought. Later that night, Sam walked in on her and her boyfriend with one of her closest sisters from her house. She couldn’t believe it. She had never felt such pain before, such betrayal.  Only to find out that this had been going on for months without her having a single clue. She began to cry and scream, causing an unnecessary scene. Trina apologized and tried to calm her down, but Sam didn’t want anything to do with her and threw a punch. The fight was later split up and no one saw Sam again. The next day, Trina turned up missing. No body, no traces, no suspects, nothing.
Sam knew what she had done was unspeakable. No one would ever know. They have no body so therefore; they have no case she thought. She had learned this off of the countless murder mysteries she would watch. Her secret was between her and Trina and since the dead can’t talk, no one would ever know. Or so she thought.
Danielle sat across the table from Sam the entire night, silent. The rest of the girls were asking every question you could imagine as fast as Sam could rattle off the answers. Sam liked these girls and loved her new house. She thought things would be different here. She would be able to start over and live her life the way it was in high school.
The girls cleaned their dishes and headed off to their rooms. Tonight was Sunday and tomorrow was the first day of classes for most of the girls in the house.
She was walking to her room when an arm reached out and tapped her on the shoulder.  As she arose from the shadows, her face became illuminated in the light: it was Danielle.
“Don’t think for a second I don’t know who you really are.” She said with a grotesque tone.
“W-what do you mean.” Sam said, turning red and beginning to perspire on her forehead.
“You can’t keep a secret like that for forever you know.”
With that, she walked off. Sam knew she didn’t want to leave her new life and if anyone found this out, she would get kicked out. Sam sneered; she knew that the only person you could trust with a secret like that was a dead one. 

Fall

Traveling through the dark I saw a light
A place of no return allowed me to leave
Decisions could, would be made
Why me?

Although by the light I found my way
Others aren't so luck and are forced to stay
When lies have been told and feelings hurt
When trivial things escape your mind

Lost are some
Loved are all
When trivial times test you
and you fall

Inspired by Stafford

Love

We define what is irrelevant
Love what doesn't return the favor
Continue what we know won't work
An all knowing smile becomes a smirk 

Things become wild which should be tame
Repeated trials with different expectations
One can't be sane
With a million things running through the brain

Inspired by Stafford

You Learn

You learn desire from loss
Strive for success from failures
Behind every smile is a past pain
Sun always follows the rain

Inspired by Dickenson

Ode To

Come with me to a place very few know
A place that can truly volley your emotions
Where champions are made
And so few Prevail

Come with me to an utopia
Hard wood lines the floor
Boundaries which contrast the light wood
Net to divide in two

Come with me to a place I love
Where I have spent many hours perfecting
A talent so few exhibit
To defend an attacker

Come with me to a battle field
My war zone
Where bodies are weapons
On the volleyball court

Thursday, December 6, 2012

It's Dangerous

It's Dangerous to Live by the Sea
by: Rillia Green

The alarm blares as I awake 
Oh, to be awaken by the waves would be a dream 
Until the waves chase 
Screams are their alarm clock

I wait for my friend to take me to school
No school for Sumatra
Inundated with water
Thousands are missing
Who's going to take them to school?

The bell rings as I walk to class
School building still stands
More fortunate than those who lost it all
The walls of water took everything

I wait anxiously for the final bell
Home, can't wait to eat, sleep
Those children have nothing
No home
It's dangerous to live by the sea